「我住在至高者隐密处…」 "I, who live in the shelter of the Most High,
「必住在全能者的荫下」 "who abide in the shadow of the Almighty,
「我要向耶和华说…」 "will say to the Lord..."
安妮 Annie.
你在里面吗？ Are you in there?
亲爱的 能让我进去吗？ Annie, honey, can I come in?
宝贝？ Sweetie?
（把忧伤留在梦里） 安妮 拜托你开门好吗？ Annie, open the door, please?
安妮 让我进去 Annie, let me in.
给我开门 安妮 Open the door, Annie.
安妮 Annie.
让我进去 安妮！ Let me in, Annie!
安妮！ Annie!
让我进去！让我进去！ Let me in! Let me in!
安妮 让我进去！ Annie, let me in, Annie!
让我进去！ Let me in!
（你的母亲…曾罹患思觉失调症？） Your mother, she was schizophrenic?
安修女 所有职员都必须接受背景调查 These sessions are mandatory for all staff, Sister Ann.
我的母亲曾为忧郁症所苦 My mother struggled with depression.
是的… And, yes,
她最后被诊断出患有思觉失调症 she was eventually diagnosed with schizophrenia.
但即便我当时还小 我也知道… But even as a child, I knew it was...
事情没那么简单 more.
没那么简单？ More?
我想不出适合的说法 I didn't have a name for it.
她每天晚上都会来我的房间… Every night, she would come into my room...
（有时候 她是我的母亲） Sometimes she was my mother.
（美丽动人） Beautiful.
（慈祥可亲） Loving.
（有时就像变了一个人） And sometimes she wasn't.
（她会一边为我梳头） She'd comb my hair.
（一边哼着歌） She'd hum that song.
她会伤害我 She'd hurt me.
她会抓着我 哭喊着说… And then she'd hold me and cry and say
是在她脑中低语的声音逼她做的 the voice inside her head made her do it.
我很遗憾 安 I'm so sorry, Ann.
被你信任的亲人折磨 实在是… Abuse at the hands of someone you trust is...
我的母亲不可能伤害我 My mother was incapable of hurting me.
她深爱着我 she loved me.
是她体内的东西在作祟 It was the thing inside her.
她被附身了 She was possessed.
（公元1835年） （梵蒂冈在罗马成立一所学院）
（训练执行驱魔仪式的神职人员）
（公元2018年） （全球接获的恶魔附身案件）
（达到前所未有的数量）
（梵蒂冈则首次在罗马以外的地区）
（开设驱魔学院应对这种状况）
（修女负责护理相关职务） （她们学习如何照护患者）
（但禁止参加驱魔训练） （只有神父能受训）
（大天使米迦勒驱魔学院） （麻萨诸塞州 波士顿）
瞧瞧是谁来了 Ah, look who it is.
（驱魔学院修女 安克拉杰） -早安 史提夫 -早安 Morning, Steve. Good morning.
谢了 Thanks.
不错的观点 You make a good point.
但并不是那样 现代的人类… But no, we are not
罪孽没有比过去深重 more sinful today than we were in the past.
人心未曾改变过 The human heart has never changed.
安修女 Sister Ann.
不同的是 What has changed
现代获报的附身案件数量 is that there are more possessions reported today
比过往任何时期都来得多 than at any other time in history.
我们在这一场… We are losing a war
绵延数世纪的战争中节节败退 that has been raging for centuries.
我们必须坚守下去 We must hold the line,
为每一个灵魂而战 fight for every soul.
在西班牙宗教裁判所运作期间 During the Spanish Inquisition,
天主教会必须为当时 the Catholic Church was responsible for the torture and death
数千起所谓的异端酷刑和死者负责 of thousands of so-called heretics.
其中许多受害者只是受到… Many were simply those suffering from
精神疾病、情绪问题、神经疾病… psychotic, mood, neurotic
和人格障碍所苦 and personality disorders.
你们目前所在的这栋建筑 The very structure you're sitting in
是在18世纪晚期 was built in the late 18th century
为应对神秘学兴起而建造 in response to arise in the occult.
当时的神职人员会把涉嫌施展黑魔法的女性 The clergy would drag women suspected of practicing dark arts
拖到下方的洗礼池 down to the baptismal well
解放她们邪恶的灵魂 to free them of evil spirits.
在这种暴行被中止前 Countless were drowned in holy water
溺死在圣水中的人多不胜数 till eventually, the practice was stopped.
不好意思 医生 Sorry, Doctor.
你是在否定附身事件的合理性吗？ Are you denying that there are legitimate cases of possession?
我在这里待了相当长的时间 I've been here long enough to have seen things
也看过我无法解释的事情 that I can't account for.
不过我唯一知道的是 But one thing I do know is
人脑非常的强大 the mind is incredibly powerful.
而且喜欢捉弄我们 And it loves to play tricks on us.
扭曲我们的现实 To distort our reality.
如今 值得庆幸的是 Now, thankfully,
数个世纪以来 教会的做法与时俱进 the Church's approach has evolved over the centuries.
（让像我这样的精神科医生得以参与其中） And that's where psychiatrists like myself come in.
（梵蒂冈的新方针是） The Vatican's new guidelines require
（要求任何疑似遭附身者） anyone suspected of possession
（在获准进行驱魔仪式前） to undergo in-depth physical and psychological evaluations
（必须接受深入的身心状态评估） before being approved the Rite of Exorcism.
你今天好吗 克拉克？ How are we doing today, Clark?
想吃点什么吗？ Anything we can get you to eat?
来点苹果酱怎么样？ Let's give this applesauce a go, huh?
嘿 Hey.
就是这样 There we go.
你喜欢苹果酱啊 Oh, you like the applesauce.
下次我会记得 I'll have to remember that.
我已经预约了全血检测 I've ordered a full blood panel
和我对待所有新病患的做法一样 as I do with all of our new patients.
她有癫痫、肌肉痉挛 She was brought in for assessment
尿失禁和流涎过多等症状 after having seizures,
于是被带去接受评估 muscle spasms, incontinence and hyper salivation.
娜塔莉的母亲认为 Natalie's mother believes that
她是被邪恶灵体附身了 she is being possessed by some sort of evil entity.
我相信检测结果会证明绝非如此 And I believe that the test results will prove otherwise.
「她」没有外表看起来那么可怕 She's not as scary as she looks.
「她」能听到你说话 She can hear you.
先生们 我们走吧？ Gentlemen, shall we?
-谢谢 -谢谢你 修女 - Thank you.- Thanks, Sister.
你吃得不多 You didn't eat much. Mmm.
我喜欢你画的… I like your, uh...
狗狗？ dog?
那是火车 It's a train.
可是上面有尾巴 That has a tail.
那是抽像画 It's an abstract.
看来… Well, then,
你是个合格的挨饿艺术家了 you're officially a starving artist.
真不知道他们怎么没给你甜点 I don't know why they don't give you dessert.
谢啦 Thanks.
这是什么？ What is it?
某种可口的牛轧糖 Oh, some sort of nougaty goodness.
什么是牛轧糖？ What's nougat?
我也不知道 I don't know.
真好吃 It's really good.
你是我在这里最喜欢的人 You're my favorite person here.
这个嘛… Well, uh...
在这里 我们女生必须相互扶持 Us girls, we gotta stick together in this place.
好乖 Yeah.
（长伴左右）
（安妮） Annie.
（安妮 放手） Annie, let go.
嗨 娜塔莉 Hey, Natalie.
嗨 Hi.
你还好吗？ Are you feeling okay?
我不喜欢那个房间 I don't like that room.
你是怎么跑出来的？ How did you get out of that room?
我想找你 I wanted to find you.
（牛轧糖）
牛轧糖是糖果家族的一员 Nougat is a family of confections
用糖、蜂蜜、烤坚果和生蛋白制成 made with sugar and honey, roasted nuts and whipped egg whites.
我查过了 I looked it up.
你知道糖果也有家族吗？ Did you know that candies have families?
现在才知道 I do now.
我们回房间去吧？ Shall we head back to your room?
好吧 Okay.
（安妮） Annie.
（我在这里陪伴着你） I'm here with you.
艾莲娜已经进入了附身的末期阶段 Elena had entered the terminal stage of possession here.
她会撕碎自己的衣物 She would tear her own clothes,
舔自己的尿液 lick her own urine,
啃食煤炭 eat coal.
到了末期 In the terminal stage,
被附身者会达到 the possessed reaches
身体和精神污染的极端状态 the extremity of physical and spiritual corruption.
虽说还有机会抢救 Deliverance is still possible, but...
但离死亡不远了 death is imminent.
可怜的艾莲娜… Sadly for Elena,
死亡早了一步来访 death came first.
恶魔是路西法的士兵 Demons are Lucifer's foot soldiers.
他们不知疲倦、无所畏惧且从不质疑 They know no fatigue,no fear, no doubt.
走进被附身者所在的空间 When you enter the room of the possessed,
和踏进战场没有两样 you are walking onto a battlefield.
恶魔会想方设法让你分神 The Devil will try to distract you.
在上帝的话语中播下怀疑的种子 Sow doubt in God's word.
你们永远记得… Always remember,
上帝的话语… the word of God
就是你们最强大的武器 is your most powerful weapon.
驱魔仪式不只是… But the Rite is not just
一连串的祷告行为 a series of prayers.
而是与魔共舞 It's a dance.
我们必须掌握战斗的节奏 We have to feel the cadence of the battle.
和伙伴们携手合作 Work with our partners.
掌握正确的切入点… Understand the correct entry points
发起进攻 for attack.
遗憾的是 Regrettably,
神父在为艾莲娜驱魔时犯下了致命的错误 the priests made fatal errors in Elena's exorcism.
你们要怎么扭转局面？ What would you have done differently?
（输入翻译）
（声音）
我母亲曾提过她脑海中的声音 My mother talked about hearing that voice inside.
她曾说过 那个声音要的不是她 She said the voice didn't really want her.
而是我 It wanted me.
因为我是上帝选出的士兵 Because I was one of God's chosen soldiers.
（管制数据库）
修女你好 Sister.Hi.
我正在研究一些案件… I'm reviewing some cases
而且目录中似乎有一些缺漏 and there seems to be some gaps in the directory.
记录都会直接输入主数据库中 The records are entered directly into the main archive.
不会有什么缺漏 There are no gaps.
那末期案例呢？ And what about the terminal cases?
那些是机密 Those are classified.
你找我吗 修女？ You summoned me, Sister?
我知道安修女自愿去… I understand that Sister Ann has taken it upon herself
参加你的其中一堂课程 to attend another one of your classes.
我不会用「参加」来形容 I wouldn't say "attend."
更像是「渗透」 More like "infiltrate."
她的手脚可灵活了 She's very light on her feet.
神父 教会的规矩你很清楚 The rules of the Church are quite clear, Father.
只有男性神职人员可参与驱魔训练 Only male clergy may been rolled in exorcism training.
那是「目前」 For now.
你应该感激 孩子 You should be grateful, child.
过去几年 In years past,
就算是驱魔学院的病患护理 even patient care in exorcism school
也仅限男性神职人员 was restricted to priests.
如今 你已经能够站在这里了 Now here you stand.
但要是我永远无法参与驱魔这又有什么意义？ But what does it matter if I'll never be able to perform an exorcism?
护理师不能动手术 Is a nurse of no benefit to her patients
难道就对病患没有帮助了吗？ because she can't perform surgery?
从前也没人想象过会出现女外科医生 Female surgeons were once unthinkable.
总得有人开第一枪 Somebody had to be the first.
是啊… Yes. Well,
治疗肉体和治疗灵魂… healing the flesh is a very different undertaking
是截然不同的两回事 than healing the spirit.
身为天主教女性社群的一员 As members of the Catholic community of women,
从那些折磨者手中解放灵魂并非我们的职责 it is not our place to free these souls from their tormentors.
我们的职责是安慰他们… We are here to comfort,
祈祷并给予怜悯 to pray, and show mercy.
就是这样 That is all.
现在 你该回去值勤了 You may return to your duties now.
是的 修女 Yes, Sister.
神父 Father.
她渴望学习 She wants to learn.
我这是在保护她 And I want to protect her.
克拉克 你怎么知道这首歌？ Clark, how do you know that song?
我们一直在等你 We've been waiting for you.
你的母亲有副美妙的歌喉 Your mother has a pretty voice.
喂 有人在吗？ Hello, can anybody hear me?
让我进去 Let me in.
不！ No!
不要！ No!
我已经看够了 I've seen enough.
这名恶魔似乎无缘无故紧追安修女不放 This demon appeared to go after Sister Ann without cause.
她的存在就足以激怒恶魔 Provoked by her mere presence.
为了她的自身安全 For her own protection,
以及圣米迦勒其他人的安全 and that of others here at St. Michael's,
我们应该把她送回修道院 we should send her back to the convent.
邪恶并不局限于这个机构之内 Evil isn't confined to the walls of this institution.
我建议让她留在这里 I'd feel better having her here.
我可以和她共事 负责看好她 I can work with her. Keep an eye on her.
和她共事？ Work with her?
什么意思？ In what sense?
我想要教导她 大人 I'd like to teach her, Your Eminence.
这违反了所有先例… That's against all precedent,
所有教义 all doctrine.
并没有正式规定 Nothing formal.
我只是希望她有能力自保 Just enough to protect herself
并保护他人 and others.
我并不清楚那个恶灵的本质 I'm not sure of the exact nature of it.
但和她的关系… But this relationship she has...
是私人的 it's personal.
神父 我们都与上帝有着私人的关系 But, Father,we all have a personal relationship with God.
我说的不是上帝 修女 Not with God, Sister.
而是恶魔 With the Devil.
堡垒已经倒塌 The citadel has fallen.
围墙已然崩落 The walls have crumbled.
黑色烟雾遮蔽阳光 Black smoke blots out the sun.
某些人可能已经知道了 Because, as some of you may already know,
这堂课来了一位女学生 we have a female student in the class
她会一起旁听 as an observer.
安修女将会在本学期剩下的课程里陪伴我们 Sister Ann will be accompanying us on our rounds for the rest of the term.
现在 仔细听我说 Now pay close attention.
这项技术相当细腻… The nuances of our craft require
需要积极学习才能融会贯通 active learning to truly understand.
那么 第一组… So, group one,
让我们一探地狱之门吧？ let's descend into the mouth of hell, shall we?
清空所有思绪… Clear your minds of all thoughts
专心祈祷 but prayer.
（纪念我们阵亡的弟兄）
你们必须坚定意志 You must remain resolute
不可分心 despite the distractions.
对于你和受难者来说 It can be the difference between life and death
这会是生… for both you...
与死的区别 and the afflicted.
这名病患近期才入院 The subject is a recent admission.
比德丝医生的初步诊断是特发性癫痫 Dr. Peters' preliminary diagnosis was idiopathic epilepsy.
病患被移往这里接受观察 The subject was moved here to observation
因为她开始出现一些行为… when she began to exhibit behavior
就连比德丝医生都无法解释 that Dr. Peters couldn't explain.
娜塔莉今年10岁 Natalie is 10 years old.
我们必须迅速采取行动 We have to act quickly
遏止情况进一步恶化 to halt any further escalation.
我需要两名志愿者 I need two volunteers.
我去吧 神父 I'll go, Father.
非常好 Very well.
由你打头阵 You will take the lead.
有谁愿意协助但丁神父？ Who would like to assist Father Dante?
我来 I will.
雷蒙德神父 Father Raymond.
这是上帝之铠 The armor of God.
你们每一次… Each of you have performed
为孩子施洗时 a simple exorcism
就像是进行了一次简单的驱魔 every time you baptized a child.
洗净他们的原罪 Cleansing them of their original sin.
那是圣水的洗礼 That was baptism by holy water.
这次 是火焰的洗礼 This is baptism by fire.
记住… Remember,
「路西法」之名 the name "Lucifer"
衍生自拉丁文的「路森法瑞」一词 derives from the Latin term "lucem ferre."
意为「光之使者」 "Bringer of light."
恶魔会闪耀自身光芒… The Devil will shine his light
进入你内心最深层黑暗的隐蔽处 into the darkest, deepest recesses of your mind,
碰触你内心深处的秘密 exposing your inner most secrets.
最深处的痛苦 Your deepest pain.
他会利用这份痛苦… He will use this pain
侵入你的灵魂 to break into your soul.
（不要被女孩的外表所蒙骗） You must look past the girl.
（她是受害者 也是恶魔） She is as much demon as victim.
奉圣父、圣子、圣灵之名 In Nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti.
-阿门 -阿门 Amen. Amen.
（求主怜悯） Christ, have mercy.
主啊 将恐惧… Strike terror,
赐予玷污无辜孩子的野兽 Lord, into the beast now defiling this innocent child.
主啊 伸出你大能的手 Stretch out your mighty hand, Lord.
将恶魔从你的仆人… And cast this demon
娜塔莉霍普身上驱逐 out of your servant, Natalie Hope.
我们命你离开 We cast you out.
我听不到你们在说什么
不！ No!
远离上帝的造物 Stay far from this creature of God.
他命你听从指令 For it is He who commands you.
（他会将你拽出肉体…） He who flung you headlong...
糟糕 No.
该死 Oh, shit.
神父… Father...
（祷告） Pray.
一起祷告 Pray together.
他命你听从指令 For it is He who commands you.
他会从高处将你拽出肉体… Oh, he who flung you headlong from the heights of Heaven
将你打入地狱深处！ into the depths of Hell!
是个女孩 Una chica.
（不要停 继续祷告） Don't stop. Commit to the words.
他命你听从指令 For it is He who commands you.
他会从高处将你拽出肉体… He who flung you headlong from the heights of Heaven
将你打入地狱深处！ into the depths of Hell.
（将你打入地狱深处） Into the depths of Hell.
他命你听从指令... It is He who commands...
（让我进去！） Let me in!
主啊 驱除这名恶魔的力量 Lord, repel this Devil's powers.
历经化身、受难…复活以及升天 By the incarnation, passion, resurrection,
以主耶稣之名 and ascension of our Lord Jesus Christ,
我命你离开这名上帝之子 I command you to depart this child of God.
神父… Father.
神父 Father.
你能说话吗 神父 Say something. Say something, Father.
娜塔莉 Natalie.
娜塔莉 听得到我说话吗？ Natalie, can you hear me?
安修女… Sister Ann,
不要偏离圣经祷词 don't deviate from the scripture.
娜塔莉 Natalie.
娜塔莉 我在这里 Natalie, I'm here.
我在这里陪伴着你 I'm here with you.
我好害怕 I'm scared.
娜塔莉 我在这里 Natalie, I'm here.
快去！ Go!
神父 Father.
污秽邪物 速速让道 Give place, abominable creature.
勿阻主耶稣前行 Give way to Christ.
你是我的护盾 You are a shield about me,
我的荣耀 my glory,
我愿抬头仰望你 the lifter of my head.
修女 和我一起祷告 Sister, with me now.
我将你逐向外层的黑暗… I cast you forth into outer darkness
永恒的毁灭在等着你 where everlasting ruin awaits you.
我奉主耶稣基督之名 In the name of our Lord Jesus Christ,
驱逐你 I cast you out.
嘿 Hey.
嗨 亲爱的 没事了 Hi, sweetie. It's okay.
她没事了 She's okay.
（是个女孩！）
以后上课我要穿成人纸尿布了 I have to start wearing adult diapers to class.
我们两个都是 You and me both.
敬你一杯 To you.
要不是有你帮忙 Hey, who knows what would've happened
谁知道事情会变成怎样 if you hadn't stepped in there.
稍微庆祝胜利称不上是罪过吧？ It's not a sin to take a little victory lap, right?
我本来以为我能治好她 No, I thought I got through to her.
一瞬间… For...
我曾那么想过 但是… a moment. But...
你做到了 Hey, you did.
这确实削弱了那个恶魔 And it weakened the demon
因为娜塔莉的意识确实还在她的体内 'cause Natalie was still in there somewhere.
我不知道 I don't know.
要不是昆恩神父出手… If Father Quinn hadn't stepped in...
你还好吗？ You okay?
还好 Uh, yeah.
我觉得这是给我的 I think this was meant for me.
怎么说？ Why?
我的小妹…埃米莉亚 My baby sister, Emilia.
（是个女孩！） 她… She, uh...
她被人强暴 She was raped.
然后怀了孕 She got pregnant.
我很遗憾 I'm so sorry.
后来孩子流掉了 She, uh... She lost the baby.
从那之后 她就被上身了 She's been afflicted ever since.
嗨 Hi.
你还好吗？ How are you feeling?
有点想睡 Kinda sleepy.
这不是我的房间 This isn't my room.
对 No.
这是特别的房间 This is a special room.
我做了恶梦 I had a bad dream.
对不起 I'm sorry.
能告诉我你还记得什么吗？ Can you tell me what you remember about it?
我在一个房间里 I was in a room.
有点像这里 It was kinda like this room. And...
然后…有好多人 there were people.
他们都在大吼大叫 They were all yelling.
他们都对着你大吼大叫？ Were they yelling at you?
他们说的话我大多听不懂 Couldn't understand most of them.
我觉得他们是在跟其他人说话 I think they were talking to someone else.
谁？ Who?
那个声音 The voice.
谁的声音？ Whose voice?
他告诉我很多事 He tells me things.
答应我很多事 Promises me things.
有时候… Sometimes...
还会让我看到东西 he shows me things.
他们好坏 They're bad.
没事了 It's all right.
你什么都可以跟我说 You can tell me.
你当时也在 You were there.
但是… But...
你没有吼我 you weren't yelling.
娜塔莉？ Natalie?
娜塔莉没有被成功净化 对吗？ Natalie wasn't cleansed, was she?
我们还不确定 We're not sure.
恶魔可能只是暂时避避锋头 The demon may have undertaken temporary refuge.
要再次举行仪式吗？ Will the Rite be administered again?
那个女孩还在接受观察 The girl will remain in observation.
要是情况继续恶化… If she escalates further,
或许就超出我们的能力范围了 it may be beyond our capacity to deal with.
她会被送往梵蒂冈 She'll be transferred to the Vatican.
你是说她可能会成为末期案例？ You mean she might be a terminal case?
我想陪着她 神父 I want to stay with her, Father.
我对她有情感 I've made a connection.
问题就出在这里 That's exactly the problem.
驱魔人是忏悔者和代祷者… The exorcist is a confessor and an intercessor,
不是朋友 not a friend.
但要是我能帮助她呢？ But what if I can help her?
末期案例极为复杂和棘手 Terminal cases are the most complex and delicate we face.
只能由最顶尖的驱魔人来处理 They can only be handled by the most skilled exorcists.
如果你想帮助她… If you want to help her,
那就祷告吧 pray.
你的力量在于精神 而非肉体 Your power is in the spirit. Not the flesh.
她还是有机会康复的 She may still make a full recovery.
（娜塔莉还记得她看到我）
（末期案例：娜塔莉？）
（「不要被受害者的外表所蒙骗」）
（受害者）
修女 马修斯枢机主教急需这个 Sister, Cardinal Matthews is requesting this urgently.
（末期案例G89U-LO23）
（机密 属梵蒂冈所有）
（送往梵蒂冈）
（对睡眠剥夺、电击、切除脾脏无反应）
（临床纪录 患者过世）
（末期案例：割伤 自残）
（患者过世）
（送往梵蒂冈）
（过世）
（送往梵蒂冈）
（患者过世）
（姓名：米拉）
（患者出院）
（出院）
（录像带IV/593D）
（士兵来到你家那天） So, what happened when the soldiers
（发生了什么事？） came to your house that day?
（家里有我和两个妹妹） It was me and my two younger sisters.
（他们说其中一人可以离开） They said one of us could go.
（于是我逃走了 我没有片刻迟疑 拔腿就跑） I ran. I didn't wait for anything. I just ran.
（你跑走了 然后…） You ran away and...
（士兵开枪射杀了你妹妹？） and the soldiers shot your sisters?
（对） Yes.
（米拉 跟我谈谈…你听到的声音） Mila, tell me about the voice that you heard.
（我一直听到那些枪声） I kept hearing those shots.
（恶魔在那些枪声中对我低语） The demon spoke to me in the sound of those gunshots.
（他控制了我） He took control.
（好的） Okay.
（控制） （但你被净化了对吗？） But then you were cleansed, right?
（你接受了驱魔仪式） You received the Rite of Exorcism.
（然后你痊愈了） And you were healed.
（「痊愈？」） "Healed"?
（我不断地切割…） I kept cutting,
（但我的身体始终没有消失） but the body is still here.
（这是你自己弄的？） You did that to yourself?
（我祈求上帝原谅） I prayed for God's forgiveness.
（我一次又一次祈祷…） I prayed and I prayed,
（但我的内心深处其实明白） but deep down I knew.
（我不值得被原谅） I didn't deserve forgiveness.
（愧疚 自责）
我母亲对自己的行为感到愧疚 My mother felt guilt for what she had done.
当时 只有我和她两个人 I was alone with her.
（安妮？） Annie?
（你在哪里？） Where are you?
（安妮？） Annie?
（安妮！） Annie!
你说的内容实在太可怕了 What you're describing is terrifying.
这绝对会留下创伤 It's traumatic.
这样的回忆令人难以面对 Memories like these are so hard to face.
你母亲最后… Your mother, she eventually...
她结束了自己的生命 She took her own life.
（你觉得她的死是你的责任） And you felt responsible for her death.
这是相当常见的创伤反应 安 That's a common trauma response, Ann.
受害者会感到自责 For the victim to feel shame.
克服这些回忆的唯一办法 And the only way to disarm these memories
就是将回忆摊在阳光下 is to drag them into the light.
勇敢面对创伤 Confront the trauma.
你下来这里做什么？ What're you doing down here?
娜塔莉怎么了？ What's going on with Natalie?
限制探访了 They restricted access.
为什么？ Why?
不知道 No idea.
或许是因为他们要移送她了 Maybe they're transferring her.
但丁神父 Father Dante.
嗨 Hi.
好 Right.
神父 Father.
你不能让娜塔莉被送走 You can't let Natalie be transferred.
我看过纪录了 I've seen the records.
末期案例的死亡率超过九成 The mortality rate for terminal cases is over 90%.
我们的信仰并非寄托于数据 修女 Our faith does not reside in statistics, Sister.
当然不是 但我也不认为… No. No, it doesn't. But I don't think that it resides strictly
信仰应该寄托于所谓的仪式上 in the word of the Rite either.
是吗？ No?
作为神所宣告的话语 The Rite has stood for millennia
驱魔仪式已经存在千年 as the received word of God.
你对此有所质疑？ And you have notes?
而且你是在哪读到这些纪录的？ Where did you read these records anyway?
我知道我违反了规定 I know, I broke the rules.
但这一切的本质… But there is a lonely, frightened little girl
就只是一名惊恐的小女孩 at the center of this.
当你在这场战斗中带入个人情绪时 You tread on precarious ground
你就踏入了危险之中 when you make this fight personal.
但这确实关乎个人 神父 But it is personal, Father.
这就是重点 That is the point.
你自己曾说过 You said yourself
驱魔是相当细腻的技术 that exorcism is about nuance.
但我们甚至未曾考虑过 And yet, we have never even considered it
从受害者的角度来判断 from the victim's perspective.
恶魔要的究竟是什么？ So what does the demon want?
他想让被附身者失去人性… It wants to dehumanize the possessed
让他们觉得自己不配得到上帝的爱 and make them feel unworthy of God's love.
我们的目标应该是和被附身者建立连结 Our goal should be to connect with the possessed
并协助他们捍卫自己的人性 and help them fight for their own humanity.
让他们知道我们眼中有他们 Let them know we see them,
而不是只有恶魔 not just the demon.
难道不会有某些案例… Is it not possible that there are cases,
某些独一无二的案例… unique cases,
是仪式无法对付的？ that the Rite cannot account for?
这些案例为何独特？ What makes these cases unique?
受害者感到愧疚和自责的案例… Cases where the victim's shame and guilt
他们的内心极其沉痛… are so profound
导致他们引恶魔上身 that they invite the demon in.
他们自愿受苦 交出主控权 And they want to suffer. They surrender control.
娜塔莉的自责从何而来？ So where does Natalie's shame come from? Hmm?
她是个无辜的孩子 She is an innocent child.
我不知道 I don't know.
路西法曾是天堂中 Lucifer was once the most beautiful and powerful
最美丽且强大的天使 angel in Heaven.
在他变得骄矜之后 被上帝驱逐 But he became prideful and God cast him out.
-那是… -就这样 修女 That... That's it, Sister.
你绝对想象不到我有多相信你 I believe in you, more than you can imagine.
但你必须明白风险所在 But you have to understand the danger here.
若是你放任自身意志规避教会… If you shun the Church to follow your own will,
你将发现自己漫步于黑暗之中 you will find yourself wandering in the darkness.
孤立无援 Alone.
神父 告辞了 Father.
我听到你说的话了 I heard what you said.
他们不能让娜塔莉被送走 她回不来的 They can't let Natalie be transferred. She won't come back.
我同意 时间不多了 I agree. And we don't have much time.
什么意思？ What do you mean?
除非有办法能够向他们证明… So, what if there was a way
你是对的 that you could prove to them that you're right.
你的妹妹 Your sister.
她被附身了 安 我很清楚 She's possessed, Ann. I know she is.
她的病情越来越糟 And her episodes just keep getting worse.
我曾尝试让她来这里治疗 但是… I tried to have her admitted here, but...
对教会来说 情况有点复杂 it's complicated for the Church.
因为她孩子的事情… Because of her baby.
她非常虔诚 安 而你刚提到了愧疚 She's devout. Ann, you talk about guilt.
她被迫做出一个自己无法接受的决定… She had to make an impossible decision.
愧疚感持续侵蚀着她 And it's eating away at her.
她放任恶魔上身 She let the demon in.
你打算未经许可… You want to attempt
尝试进行驱魔？ an unauthorized exorcism?
不只我一人 Not alone.
拜托你 安 Please, Ann.
我妹妹时间不多了 My sister doesn't have much time left.
我看到你和娜塔莉的相处 And I saw you with Natalie.
你有天赋 You have a gift.
你和被附身者建立连结 You connect with the possessed.
你能越过恶魔 看到人的内心 You see past the demon and into the person.
如果你相信自己的论点… If you really believe what you're saying...
娜塔莉仍处于附身状态 Natalie is still possessed.
而且她还活着 And she's still alive.
嗨 妈妈 Hi, Mama.
我的儿子 Mi hijo.
我母亲说她已经沉睡三天了 My mother says she's been asleep for three days.
你准备好了吗？ Are you ready?
你呢？ Are you?
奇姬塔 这位是… Chiquita, this is...
这位是安 她是来帮你的 This is Ann. She's here to help you.
知道吗？ Okay?
埃米莉亚 Emilia.
听得到吗？ Can you hear me?
不会停止的 It won't stop.
你说那个声音？ The voice?
只要你不允许 那个声音就影响不了你 It has no power over you that you don't give it.
好的 Okay.
「得赦免其过 遮盖其罪的」 "Blessed is the one whose transgressions are forgiven,
「这人是有福的」 whose sins are covered."
「凡心里没有诡诈」 "Blessed is the one whose sin
「耶和华不算为有罪的」 the Lord does not count against them,
「这人是有福的」 "and in whose spirit is no deceit."
你知道体内有东西… You know what it feels like to
在生长的感觉吗？ have something growing inside you.
修女？ Don't you, Sister?
我知道 Yes.
至少这个婊子知道… At least this bitch knew
孩子的父亲是谁 who the baby's father was.
救救我！ Help me!
拜托！ Please! Please!
埃米莉亚…听我说 Emilia, listen to me.
专心听我的声音 Focus on the sound of my voice.
（她听不到的） She can't hear you.
埃米莉亚… Emilia,
恶魔会捕食信仰最虔诚的人… the demon preys on the most devout
因为我们的愧疚…最为深沉 because our guilt, it is the deepest.
安… Ann...
张开你的双眼 Open your eyes.
这具肉身属于你 而不是他的 This flesh... This flesh is yours. It is not his.
你不必再躲避他了 You don't have to hide from it anymore.
我知道 你希望那个孩子离开 I know you wanted the baby to be gone.
你希望一切划下句点 You wanted it to be over.
就像过去的你？ Like you did?
是的 Yes.
安… Ann...
我明白你的绝望 I know despair.
我明白自责会如何侵入并撕裂你 How shame gets in and rips you open.
如影随形 而且不断滋长 It's always there and it just grows.
安 Ann.
念诗篇86:5 Psalm 86:5.
「主啊 你本为良善 乐意饶恕人」 "For you, O Lord, are good and forgiving,
「有丰盛的慈爱 赐给凡求告你的人」 "abounding in steadfast love to all who call..."
他无法阻止你获得上帝的爱 He can never shut out God's love for you.
不要逃避 Don't hide from it.
接受那些痛苦 All of the pain.
和我一起走入痛苦 Follow me into the pain.
我愿与你同行 We'll go there together.
「主啊 你本为良善」 "For you, O Lord, are good
「乐意饶恕人…」 and forgiving..."
向自己忏悔 你就能获得原谅 Confess to yourself and you will be forgiven.
你是怎么… How did you do...
结束了 It's over.
埃米莉亚 你自由了 Emilia, you're free.
你解放了自己 You freed yourself.
你手腕上的刺青… That tattoo above your wrist...
是帮派之类的东西吗？ is that a gang thing?
曾经是 It was, yeah.
我曾在15岁时怀过孕 I got pregnant when I was 15.
我喝得烂醉根本不记得孩子的父亲是谁 Was too wasted to remember who the father was.
他们把我赶出了寄养家庭 They kicked me out of my foster home.
在上帝的恩典之下 我找到了通往避难所的路 And by God's grace, I found my way to the shelter
那里由圣玛丽修女会经营 run by the Sisters of St. Mary.
她们收容了我 And they took me in.
照顾我 Cared for me.
那孩子呢？ What about the baby?
（修女们安排给其他人收养） The sisters arranged for her adoption.
（我只抱过她短暂片刻） I only held her for a moment.
（可是…） But I, uh...
（至今我仍放不下她） I've carried her with me ever since.
我舍弃了她 I abandoned her.
我祈求… And I pray that...
上帝能够宽恕我 that God can forgive me.
「主啊 你本为良善」 "For you, O Lord, are good...
「乐意饶恕人」 "and forgiving."
嘿 Hey.
他已经原谅你了 He already has.
马修斯枢机主教传唤你 Cardinal Matthews is calling for you.
是的 修女 Yes, Sister.
大人 Your Eminence.
我有个不幸的消息要告诉你 I'm afraid I have some tragic news.
但丁神父的妹妹埃米莉亚 Father Dante's sister, Emilia,
昨晚自杀身亡了 took her own life last night.
什么？ What?
埃米莉亚的母亲向教区报告 Emilia's mother reported to the parish
说你试图对她进行驱魔 that you attempted an exorcism on her.
是否属实？ Is this true?
对不起 I'm so sorry.
那就是真的了 Then it is true.
对 我以为… Yes, I thought that I...
你以为自己…比伫立世间数千年的教会 You thought you knew better than a church
还要更有本事？ that has stood for thousands of years?
当然不是 Of course not.
你高估了自己的能力 You overestimated your competence
踏入了恶魔的圈套 and stepped right into the Devil's snare.
拜托 这不是安修女的错 Please. It wasn't Sister Ann's fault.
我真的走投无路了 I was desperate.
你根本还没准备好 You weren't remotely prepared to
进行这样的驱魔仪式 take on an exorcism like this.
恶魔会佯装撤退 Demons retreat
避免受到进一步的袭击 to avoid further assault.
那是恶魔的骗局 It was a deception.
而非落败 Not a defeat.
你们两人背叛了教会对你们的信任 You've both betrayed the trust the Church put in you.
而我还曾替你争取机会 That I advocated for.
我想… I think...
我最好回去我该待的地方 I think it's best if I return to my place
回到圣玛丽修女会 with the Sisters of St. Mary.
请进 Come in.
谢谢你愿意见我 Thank you for seeing me.
嗯… Well,
这里可真阴冷 this is grim.
虽然女隐修院院长… Although, apparently, the abbess, Benedetta Carlini,
贝妮蒂塔卡利尼在人生最后的35年 spent the last 35 years of her life
都在地下的窄房中度过 in a 6-by-6 hole in the ground.
在过世的那天 On her dying day,
她说她没有任何一丝的后悔 she said she never had a moment's regret.
没想到你对天主教 I didn't realize you were so familiar
神秘主义的词典如此熟悉 with the lexicon of Catholic mystics.
我是个学者 I'm an academic.
我愿意倾听双方说法 I like to hear both sides.
我听说了 I heard about what happened.
但丁神父妹妹的事 Father Dante's sister.
我真的觉得我已经驱魔成功了 I really thought I'd gotten through to her.
我来… I came...
是为了给你这个 to give you this.
（身体从未忘记） 「心理创伤治疗中的…大脑、心智」 "Brain, mind, and body in the healing of...
「和身体」 "trauma."
我知道你全心奉献给圣经… I know you're a one book kinda gal,
但是在流放期间享受轻松的阅读体验 but I thought you might enjoy
也不失为一种乐趣 some light exile reading.
安 Ann.
我曾有一些患者… I've had patients that...
无论我再怎么努力尝试… no matter how hard I tried,
都无法拯救他们 I couldn't save them.
知道娜塔莉被释放的消息你可能会松一口气 You might be relieved to know that Natalie was released.
什么？ What?
经过观察 她已经被净化了 She was cleared after observation,
今天早上回家和母亲团聚了 and she went home with her mother this morning.
你踏上了崭新的道路 You're on a new path.
感到迷惘是很自然的 It's natural to feel lost.
继续前进吧 Keep going.
但丁神父 Father Dante.
安修女 Sister Ann.
你来这里做什么？ What're you doing here?
学院出事了 Something's happened at the school.
是娜塔莉 Natalie.
边走边说吧 Walk with me.
她突然复发 于是他们赶紧把她送回来 She suffered a sudden relapse and they rushed her back.
（一名神父和两名护理员遭到杀害） A priest and two orderlies were killed.
我会为他们的灵魂 I will pray for their souls
和娜塔莉的解脱而祈祷 and for Natalie's deliverance.
她是末期案例 将会被送回罗马 She's a terminal case. She'll be transferred back to Rome.
不 我们没时间了 No, we don't have time for that.
她只剩几个小时 不是好几天 She has hours left, not days.
（他们把她移送到主建物下方的地下墓穴） They moved her to the catacombs beneath the main building.
底下还留有一些牢房 They still have holding cells there.
牢房？ Holding cells?
原始建物的一部分 Part of the original structure.
他们将她与学院的其他人彻底隔离 They have her totally sealed away from the rest of the academy.
我不认为他们会愿意冒更多生命危险… I don't think they're willing to risk more lives
再次进行驱魔 to attempt another exorcism.
为什么？ Why?
你为什么要来告诉我这件事？ Why come and tell me this?
因为她给了我这个 Because she gave me this.
这是我刚到圣玛丽修女会时拿到的东西 I got this when I first arrived here at St. Mary's.
在我把女儿送走的那天 And I wrapped it around the wrist of my little girl
我把这个绑在她的手腕上 the day I gave her away.
神父 Father.
娜塔莉是我女儿 Natalie is my daughter.
恶魔打算利用她… The demon is using her
（进入我的身体） to get to me.
我不能让她为我受苦 I can't let her suffer for me.
绝对不能 I won't.
天堂大军中最光荣的王子… Most glorious Prince of the heavenly armies,
大天使米迦勒 Michael the Archangel.
（在战争中保护我们） Defend us in battle
（对抗权天使和力天使） against principalities and powers.
（对抗世界上的黑暗统治者…） Against the rulers of darkness in this world...
（管制病房）
（抵御这些…） against the spirits of wickedness...
（立于高处的邪灵） in these high places.
（愿主怜悯我们） May Thy mercy descend upon us, Lord.
（阿门） Amen.
那是圣水吗？ Is that holy water?
对 Yeah.
那是洗礼池 It's the baptismal well.
邪灵 邪恶力量 Spirits,demonic forces,
撒旦力量 权天使 以及... satanic powers, principalities, along with...
空气 水 火... air, water, fire...
回头 Turn around.
马上回头 Right now.
雷蒙德 让开 Raymond, move.
你疯了吗？ Are you insane?
她杀了你妹妹 She killed your sister.
才没有 She did not.
让开 Move.
别那么见外 Don't act like a stranger.
你都收到我的邀请了 You've got my invitation.
娜塔莉 Natalie.
放他们走 Let them leave.
娜塔莉 Natalie.
安 Ann.
娜塔莉 Natalie.
我听不到你说什么 I can't hear you.
雷蒙德 Raymond.
雷蒙德！ Raymond!
雷蒙德 Raymond.
不好了 No.
你为什么要抛下我 妈咪？ Why did you leave me, Mommy?
没有你的陪伴 我一个人担心受怕 I was so scared and alone without you.
你不是娜塔莉 You're not Natalie.
我知道自己在跟谁说话 I know who I'm talking to.
那就坦白一次吧 Then be honest for once.
你为什么要送走她？ Why did you give her away?
-我当时才15岁 -不 I was 15. No.
那不是理由 That's not it.
你的母亲怎么了？ What happened to your mother?
为了救你 她牺牲了自己 She sacrificed herself to save you.
所以你才无法成为母亲 That's why you couldn't be a mother.
因为你无法为另一条生命负责 You couldn't be responsible for another life.
但是现在 我可以 But I can now.
安… Ann. Ann!
你赢了 You win.
我好爱你 妈咪 I love you so much, Mommy.
娜塔莉 Natalie.
安！ Ann!
快逃 Run.
发生什么事了？ What's happening?
娜塔莉 Natalie.
我是但丁神父 I'm Father Dante.
我们要来玩躲猫猫 懂吗？ We're gonna play a game of hide-and-seek. Okay?
我要你穿过这里 快点 I need you to go through here. Come on.
好 听好了 Okay. Listen to me.
我要你找个最适合躲起来的地方… I need you to find the very best hiding spot
知道了吗？快去 that you can, okay? Go.
快走 Go.
来啊 Come on.
安 Ann.
安 我知道你在里面 Ann, I know you're in there, okay?
听我的话 好吗？ I need you to listen to me, okay?
拜托 让娜塔莉离开吧 Just let Natalie go, please?
让她走 Let her go.
别害怕 Don't be scared.
（安妮） Annie.
（放手吧 安妮） Let go, Annie.
（安妮 放手吧） Annie, let go.
（我在这里陪伴着你） I'm here with you.
（我的母亲从未放弃对抗体内的恶魔） My mother never stopped fighting the demon from within.
直到最后一刻 Right until the end.
（放手吧） Let go.
（我在这里陪伴着你） I'm here with you.
安！ Ann!
万福大天使米迦勒 Blessed Michael the Archangel.
在冲突时保护我们 Defend us in this hour of conflict.
成为我们的守护者 Be our safeguard.
将撒旦推下地狱 Thrust Satan down to hell.
（你的力量在于精神） Your power is in the spirit.
而非肉体 Not the flesh.
（你踏上了崭新的道路） You're on a new path.
继续前进吧 Keep going.
（你不必再躲避他了） You don't have to hide from it anymore.
（那一切的痛苦） All of the pain.
（放手吧 安妮） Let go, Annie.
安 Ann.
请跟我来 我们把文件办妥 If you follow me, we can finish up the paperwork.
没问题 Of course.
嗨 Hi.
我知道现在你可能不觉得… I know it doesn't seem like it now,
但等你回到家 but when you are home
和家人朋友团聚 with your family and your friends,
你就会忘了这里发生的一切 you'll forget all about this place.
但我不想忘了你 But I don't want to forget about you.
那就别忘记 Then don't.
给你的火车 Your train.
我会珍惜的 I will treasure this.
谢谢你 Thank you.
如果没有你的代祷 Without your intercession,
敌人将会赢得这场战争 the enemy would've won this battle.
安修女 显然你在教会中 You clearly have an important role
是一个不可或缺的角色 to play in the Church, Sister Ann.
我们已经讨论过 We've discussed
哪里才是最适合你发挥才能的地方 where your talents might be best placed.
所以我们要赠予你学术研究奖学金 So, we are rewarding you an academic
让你前往梵蒂冈 research fellowship at the Vatican.
参与驱魔研究 A fellowship in exorcism.
感谢你 Thank you.
这是莫大的荣耀 It's an unprecedented honor.
我们相信你能在那里有所作为 修女 We think you could make a difference there, Sister.
谢谢你为我做的一切 Thank you... for everything.
嗯 Mmm.
技术上来说 你不是第一位女驱魔人 You know, technically speaking, you're not the first female exorcist.
圣加大利纳才是？ St. Catherine of Siena?
正是 Indeed.
她于1380年过世 She died in 1380.
对 Right.
所以我是近七世纪以来的第一人咯 So the first in seven centuries.
我欣然接受 I'll take it.
能听我最后一句忠告吗？ If I may give you one last word of advice?
当然 神父 Of course, Father.
（千万小心） Be careful.
（如今 你已认识恶魔） Now that you know the Devil,
恶魔也对你了如指掌 the Devil knows you.
（夜间低温接近华氏47度） The overnight low near 47th.
（明日下午雨势会逐渐减弱…） Rain tapering off tomorrow afternoon followed by...
（至于今日的天气…） As for your weather today,
（东南风 风速为每小时12英里…） with the winds out of the southeast at 12 miles per hour,
（目前气温15度…） it's currently 58 degrees.
安妮 Annie.
片名：恶魔的火光